lost ???

I lost me to you
i don't care to lose many,
coz its is the trust,
that you myself.

if i lost the sight,
none that i care,
coz in my heart,
i see only you.

If i lost the words,
none that i care,
coz in your action,
i see its reflection.

if i lost the thoughts,
none that i care,
coz inside myself ,
i know you.

if i lost everything,
that we live for,
none that i care,
coz i believe,
i will never lose you.

Be so it the love,
that binds us together,
if even that is lost,
I know you will find me always.

what ?

its a lie that i smile,
its a lie that i cry,
its all lie i do.
lost my identity.
whom am i living for.
what is that i want to do.
its all a confusion.

its noone there here,
its evreyone around
its where i am between.
lost my position
whom am i waiting for.
what is the meaning in it.
its all a contradiction.

its to find the truth
its to save my self.
its a struggle to learn.
to know what i am.
whom to be for.
what is my path.
its all but a lost track.
cant go forward.